Today was not a good day. It was so bad, that I ate bad. Repeatedly. I can’t say that I didnt want to. I needed to.

I know that God doesnt give us more than we can handle, and that’s great. I, however, am getting frustrated with God’s trust in me. I know I am a strong person, why do you have to keep testing me? I break down  in other ways because I have no where else to turn. I could rollerblade to ease the pain- not in this weather. I tried to talk to my family about it- but I can’t adequately express my emotions. How many more times do I have to go through things like this?

Screw you healthy food. Today, I am eating bad. Tomorrow will be a new day and I will be over the pity party I am throwing myself right now.

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